what she said

she says it makes me feel all warm inside and i get red cheeks
she says and the butterflies has not left my stomach and it is you, i miss
what she says....

...she says blush blush blush!
and i love feeling tiny next to you,
and having that strange exalting feeling that you,
can, crush me at any given day with ur strength.
and, can, you believe it, she says, any time, any time...
all these things she says are mine.
and all i, can, say
even just a small sentence from you is big enough for me
to ride on a gallop with joy baby!

murder of two

two remnants i still have from that day:
and warm blood
dressing
the bodies on their knees
and guttural muffled screams
flinging themselves
out of their freshly torn tracheas