loneliness:

a house:

a room:

a body:

a bed:

a book:

a look:

a mirror:

a fault:

a fear:

a tear:

a miss:

a lack:

a want:

a wait:

a star:

a far:

a s t a r:

a far :

a s t a r :

a far:

: : : : l o n e l i n e s s : : : :

a h y p e r s p a c e

j

u

m

p

that

just

never

ends:

lethargy

whew.
rows and rows of cars
cooked under the sick yellow;

what a day, eh?
...

oh,there comes
a tiny, filthy fly
looking for a hazy shadow.

see, the green insect, at last,
picks a metallic surface, red hot...

as the fly rests its sticky legs
eagerly rubbing the back two,
suddenly emerges on the surface of its eyes
a thousand reflections of the
huge fat ass - of a salesman
showing off to his lone customer -
crushing its mass like a glue.

flawless victory (or, a vision in a dream. a fragment.)

an unrelenting ache
beset me, my stomach
all the supposed remedies failed
boil! burn! churn!:
a battered, defeated ship
in an ocean of fire

then I wade through
the haze of pain
to reach the handle
of the sword from the
floating bundle my poor ancestor
gave me...

as I lifted the steel blue sword
hushed the body of water
in a split of a second
then the erect came down,
seperating the liquid
penetrating my meat --

oh the sweet surrender...
oh the echoes of evaporation...
all around me,
the fetid waters' destruction
all of a sudden --

then, from the chasm came out and down
singular pieces of rotten emotion:
cut! crushed! crunched!
on the ground tingling
like little worms
trying to reach their hidden holes.